Is he gasping for breath, frantically trying to stay afloat? But once they are inside, it slowly unlocks itself to unreasonable fears and brutal reasoning.Д¬heenu seems to be slowly drowning in that ocean of doubts, this quaint night, as he tries his best to put Viji to sleep. It doesnвЂ™t see logic when itвЂ™s opening wide to accommodate that person, replete with all their imperfections. In fact, there is no controlling the heart вЂ“ when it decides to give itself up to someone.

And, it need not necessarily be understood or acknowledged. Why did he decide to take her with him to Keti? What made him think he was ready to play nanny to a kid? Was it a decision driven by impulse? If given a choice, would he do it the same way, all over again? Cheenu has no answers.Д«ut, he knows something. There was no putting to words what he had felt for the girl-child, that freaking moment. The day he had accidentally seen Viji вЂ“ whose mental state had regressed to that of a child following an accident вЂ“ in a brothel, something inside him had snapped. Nothing can beat the pain of loving someone, who you realise might have loved you in another space-time dimension, but, is now not in a position to reciprocate your feelings.Д¬heenu knows it, but then, what was he expecting?

They say the worst feeling is loving someone who doesnвЂ™t love you back. When you are least aware of what your heart is being subjected to.ДЇor Cheenu, however, that little moment pans out as a brooding reflection of the cruel ways of fate. Ask them if they knew it instantly then, they will blink.

People often talk about these random вЂlittleвЂ™ instances, over which вЂloveвЂ™ happened for them.

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